In about 7 hours i on my way to Barcelona. The big city in a country called spain. It wasn't really my plan to go their. Funny thin, i've paid that much for the trip but still i want to be another place. I wanted to be by my ex girlfriend. The most incredible women i've ever meet and the perfect girlfriend for me. I really wantet to screw the Spain trip up and visit her. It's nearly a half year since i've last seen her and i sometimes really miss her.
Actually i ordered tickets so i could visit her but about 23.50 she wrote me an SMS and said that she had thrown blood up and that she was on her way to the hospital. I was chocked and really afraid of here healt because she is so extremly important to me maybe.. maybe i still love her.
I want to visit her, be their for her when she needs me most. It could have been so nice spending 3 days together with her again. It could have been so nice but now.. Damn..
I'm really afraid. I hope she gets better. I hope to get a SMS "ohh, i'm fine again" with a little smiley at the end.

Damn, I still love that girl..

She is the girl from my sweetest dreams..